[原创]心，隐隐的痛了

柯梦涵

<p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 24pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 18pt; mso-char-indent-count: 2.0; mso-line-height-rule: exactly;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: #404040; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-hansi-font-family: Verdana;">坐在位置往外望去，幢幢高楼，天是那么的蓝，阳光是那么的亮，不下雨的天，本来应该是不错的心情，一直以为，天气一晴朗我的心情也会跟着舒畅。此刻，心却在隐隐的痛。</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312;">已经很久很久不去触摸心底的那块了，刚才跟一个朋友聊天，谈起了过去…<span lang="EN-US"><p></p></span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 21pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 18pt; mso-line-height-rule: exactly;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312;">一直以为你不会成为我心口的痛，回想当年都是你一直在努力，而我在逃避。因为太过感动接受了你，一直懵懵懂懂的，习惯了你的关心，习惯了你的照顾，习惯了你帮我打点好一切…<span lang="EN-US"><p></p></span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 21pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 18pt; mso-line-height-rule: exactly;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312;">后来，你毕业了，准备去宁波工作，临走问我：要不要留在杭州陪你？<span lang="EN-US"><p></p></span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 21pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 18pt; mso-line-height-rule: exactly;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312;">我说：不用了，我自己可以的。<span lang="EN-US"><p></p></span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 21pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 18pt; mso-line-height-rule: exactly;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312;">你走之后，一开始我的生活乱七八糟的，有时候急的想哭，认识你之前，我一直是很独立的，被你宠坏了；后来，生活慢慢进入正轨。很快就到年底了，我也开始找工作了，暗暗决定去宁波工作，可以跟你一起。<span lang="EN-US"><p></p></span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 21pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 18pt; mso-line-height-rule: exactly;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312;">过完年没多久就是情人节，你让我回杭州的时候，先去宁波看你，记得那天是<span lang="EN-US">2</span>月<span lang="EN-US">9</span>日，你来接我，陪我吃饭，饭后我们坐在三江口的桥上，觉得你脸色很沉重，问你怎么了？<span lang="EN-US"><p></p></span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 21pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 18pt; mso-line-height-rule: exactly;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312;">你一直沉默着，后天冒出来一句：累了，好累～！想放手了…<span lang="EN-US"><p></p></span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 21pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 18pt; mso-line-height-rule: exactly;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312;">开始没明白什么意思，最后追问下，才知道是分手的意思！<span lang="EN-US"><p></p></span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 21pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 18pt; mso-line-height-rule: exactly;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312;">人真的好奇怪，执着了两年，努力了两年，现在就这样说放弃了；好可笑，在我的心慢慢融化的时候，在我决定携手到老的时候，说放弃了…<span lang="EN-US"><p></p></span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 21pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 18pt; mso-line-height-rule: exactly;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312;">我无法理解，但生性倔强的我，只说了一个字：好。<span lang="EN-US"><p></p></span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 21pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 18pt; mso-line-height-rule: exactly;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312;">马上都情人节了，不能等节后吗？<span lang="EN-US"><p></p></span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 21pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 18pt; mso-line-height-rule: exactly;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312;">一直没问你是不是有另外一个人？当时没问，现在更不会问。<span lang="EN-US"><p></p></span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 21pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 18pt; mso-line-height-rule: exactly;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312;">然而，这一夜该怎么继续？<span lang="EN-US"><p></p></span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 21pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 18pt; mso-line-height-rule: exactly;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312;">我决定连夜回杭州，你说帮我定好房间了，明天走吧，我怎么能呆的下去？<span lang="EN-US"><p></p></span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 21pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 18pt; mso-line-height-rule: exactly;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312;">就这样了，分开了，两年了，伤心了一个月后，决定再也不想起你，也确实做到了。可能真的是好了伤口忘了疼吧<span lang="EN-US"><p></p></span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" align="center" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 18pt; TEXT-ALIGN: center; mso-line-height-rule: exactly;"><span class="tpccontent1"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-hansi-font-family: Verdana;">其实忘记是一辈子的痛……</span></span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-hansi-font-family: Verdana;"><p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" align="center" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 18pt; TEXT-ALIGN: center; mso-line-height-rule: exactly;"><span class="tpccontent1"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-hansi-font-family: Verdana;">有一种隐隐的痛叫思念 </span></span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-hansi-font-family: Verdana;"><p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" align="center" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 18pt; TEXT-ALIGN: center; mso-line-height-rule: exactly;"><span class="tpccontent1"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-hansi-font-family: Verdana;">有一种隐隐的痛叫无奈 </span></span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-hansi-font-family: Verdana;"><p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" align="center" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 18pt; TEXT-ALIGN: center; mso-line-height-rule: exactly;"><span class="tpccontent1"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-hansi-font-family: Verdana;">忘记其实是一辈子的痛 </span></span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-hansi-font-family: Verdana;"><p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" align="center" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 18pt; TEXT-ALIGN: center; mso-line-height-rule: exactly;"><span class="tpccontent1"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-hansi-font-family: Verdana;">思念的无奈 </span></span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-hansi-font-family: Verdana;"><p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" align="center" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 18pt; TEXT-ALIGN: center; mso-line-height-rule: exactly;"><span class="tpccontent1"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-hansi-font-family: Verdana;">无奈的思念 </span></span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-hansi-font-family: Verdana;"><p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" align="center" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 18pt; TEXT-ALIGN: center; mso-line-height-rule: exactly;"><span class="tpccontent1"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-hansi-font-family: Verdana;">忘记的思念 </span></span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-hansi-font-family: Verdana;"><p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" align="center" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 18pt; TEXT-ALIGN: center; mso-line-height-rule: exactly;"><span class="tpccontent1"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-hansi-font-family: Verdana;">思念的忘记 </span></span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-hansi-font-family: Verdana;"><p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" align="center" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 18pt; TEXT-ALIGN: center; mso-line-height-rule: exactly;"><span class="tpccontent1"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-hansi-font-family: Verdana;">有一种淡淡的牵挂叫思念 </span></span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-hansi-font-family: Verdana;"><p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" align="center" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 18pt; TEXT-ALIGN: center; mso-line-height-rule: exactly;"><span class="tpccontent1"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-hansi-font-family: Verdana;">有一种淡淡的感情叫无奈 </span></span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-hansi-font-family: Verdana;"><p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" align="center" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 18pt; TEXT-ALIGN: center; mso-line-height-rule: exactly;"><span class="tpccontent1"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-hansi-font-family: Verdana;">有一种淡淡的牵挂叫思念 </span></span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-hansi-font-family: Verdana;"><p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" align="center" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 18pt; TEXT-ALIGN: center; mso-line-height-rule: exactly;"><span class="tpccontent1"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-hansi-font-family: Verdana;">有一种淡淡的感情叫无奈</span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" align="center" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 18pt; TEXT-ALIGN: center; mso-line-height-rule: exactly;"><span class="tpccontent1"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-hansi-font-family: Verdana;"></span></span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312;"><p></p></span>&nbsp;<br/></p>

ttgk

<p>终于抢了个沙发哟,不好意思啦.好好的过着,把握着现在的就是了.</p>

一诺千金

<p>才女，就是想法多滴！</p>

雨季

睡美人闹

一诺千金

后司街找个菜头丝不就好了么！

柯梦涵

<div class="quote"><b>以下是引用<i>一诺千斤</i>在2006-11-8 15:47:00的发言：</b><br/><p>才女，就是想法多滴！</p></div><p>不是的，今天是有人引导偶去想滴～～</p>

带三个表

安慰安慰，分手就像上课，适当的时候也应该逃逃课，逃习惯了，脸皮就厚了。

一诺千金

<p>楼上经典滴！</p><p>哈哈</p>

柯梦涵

<div class="quote"><b>以下是引用<i>带三个表</i>在2006-11-8 15:53:00的发言：</b><br/>安慰安慰，分手就像上课，适当的时候也应该逃逃课，逃习惯了，脸皮就厚了。</div><p>经验不多啊，就这么一次～～～</p><p>唉……</p>

风飘雪月

<p><font face="楷体_GB2312">“累了，好累～！想放手了…</font></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 21pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 18pt; mso-line-height-rule: exactly;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_gb2312;">人真的好奇怪，执着了两年，努力了两年，现在就这样说放弃了；好可笑，在我的心慢慢融化的时候，在我决定携手到老的时候，说放弃了…<span lang="EN-US">
                        </span></span></p><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_gb2312;"><span lang="EN-US"><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 21pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 18pt; mso-line-height-rule: exactly;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_gb2312;">我无法理解，但生性倔强的我，只说了一个字：好。”</span>
                        </p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 21pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 18pt; mso-line-height-rule: exactly;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_gb2312;"></span>&nbsp; </p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 21pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 18pt; mso-line-height-rule: exactly;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_gb2312;"><span lang="EN-US">缘来缘灭。。。。。谁也无法预料。。。。。&nbsp;花开花落，人来人往。。。。。。。。。。 <p></p></span></span></p><p></p><p></p></span></span>