<p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 115.5pt; mso-char-indent-count: 11.0;"><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";"><font size="5"> 致<personname productid="褚" wst="on"></personname><personname></personname>褚<personname></personname><personname></personname>先生的道歉信</font></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><span lang="EN-US"><p><font face="Times New Roman" size="3"> </font><font size="3"><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">褚</span><personname></personname><personname></personname><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">先生:</span></font></p></span></p><p><font face="Times New Roman" size="3"> </font><font size="3"><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">褚</span><personname></personname><personname></personname><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">先生:</span></font></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 21.75pt;"><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";"><font size="3">如晤。其实,我一直敬佩先生虽有倚马之才,却无酸腐之气,处事低调随和而且热诚,尤精于网络文化,对天台旅游之策划,很有高见。这些都是大家有目共睹的,想先生雅人自有深致,不必我来附和。</font></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 21.75pt;"><font size="3"><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">所谓爱则生乱,与先生一样,对天台,我是“哀其不幸,怒其不争”,故而,平时对如何搞好天台的建策,我是很为注意的,也通过某些途径,向人推荐。我之所以写那几篇文字,是批评近</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">20</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">年来天台浮躁功利的学风,并非针对先生。我也不是某团体的代言人,把对某人的不满发泄到您的头上,所以,在《诧异录》里,我也隐去先生大名,这是<span style="COLOR: red;">观点对观点</span>辩论惯例,然后终是“辞气浮露,笔无藏锋”,引起先生“草根精英”“学术扣帽”的误会。</span></font></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 21.75pt;"><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";"><font size="3">我是农民的儿子,还记得第一次进城,是随父亲去北门猪行买小猪,当时是初三,而后因为竞赛的关系,才去了趟临海,而后是高中,才算在城关呆了三年。所以,我与精英是沾不上亲戚的,也对精英,尤其是清流之士,素来鄙薄。</font></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 21.75pt;"><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";"><font size="3">先生责问我,为什么不写些切实可行的文字?因为,我还停留在“学”的层次,也是追问“是什么”的境界,至于“术”,也就是解决“怎么做”的层面,我虽向往,却重山远隔。而您所说的社科联,我是敬而畏之。先生是崇尚自由的,我在“学”上,也是如此,所以对准官方或类似官方的机构有着天生的排斥。我之所以不入网络协会,也非你所说的政府人员有严格规定,我习惯了站在城市边缘,来眺望这个世界,也不想有太多羁绊,说穿了,我不想入其内,而出不来。都说恋爱中的人是麻木的,用来作注我上面的“不想”,也是合切的。</font></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 21.75pt;"><span style="COLOR: red; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";"><font size="3">我很羡慕民国时的辩论风气,报章上争得死去活来,到了现实中,鲁迅和梁实秋却在一起品茶闲谈,丝毫不影响彼此的交谊。这也是我说“学术归学术,生活归生活”的根由。这“学术”二字换成“争论”,也无伤幽旨。</font></span><span lang="EN-US" style="COLOR: red;"><p><font size="3"></font></p></span></p><p><font size="3"></font></p><p></p><p><font size="3"></font></p><p><font size="3"></font></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 21.75pt;"><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";"><font size="3">不管怎样,都是我的不是,不该引你的话开刀,也因此让你误会了我的苦衷,然后我也误会了您的劝慰,意气起来,这些都是我涵养欠厚,“养气”不够。</font></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 21.75pt;"><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";"><font size="3">所以,在这里,我向您深表歉意,也希望此事不会影响你的生活。对不起,<personname productid="褚" wst="on"></personname><personname></personname>褚<personname></personname><personname></personname>先生。</font></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 21.75pt;"><font size="3"><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">为了反省己过,即日起,闭关一月。</span><span lang="EN-US"></span></font></p><p></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 21.75pt;"><font size="3"><span lang="EN-US"><span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"><font face="Times New Roman"> </font></span></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; 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